I tried to not to write about you. But the moment and feelings force me to write. They forces me in that way that I have to surrender myself. I don't know why but for your case the more I tried not to do things getting hard for me to go away from that. And at last I surrenders myself and starts the flows of you. Inspite of knowing all the facts my heart falls for you.
I also know, I am not the guy of your dreams, of your choice, your heart never beat for me, you never saw me in that way, we are the beastie and all. These all are stored in permanent memory of mine but when I am with you I also looses my this memory too. After connecting with you seems like, mine only responsibility is you. At that moment I don't have any thought or anything I just have you.
I know you have allot of responsibility of society and all you never express your love (I don't expect more just 1%of yours) but for a single moment sit side by me hold hand and say I am all yours.
Waiting from few years of about 15, I am ready to wait till last of my breath
